The nihilist in hot buttered glee

    Strands of winding enzymes
    in soft dancers pirouette
    Beams of sonar
    grinding sound
    Twinkling in swollen eyes
    Ducks with outstretched wings
    beckoning hands for tongues
    dimmed lanterns shimmer
    in sweet night lovely heat

    place the safety in FIRE position.

    Like a lamprey
    a young girl attaches herself
    to some hopeless loser

    She cannot live without him
    she decides

    Pull the COCKING handle to the rear

    A ladder reaches through the clouds of ominous darkness
    on a horizon of rolling eyes

    From the cross
    Jesus
    can see his neighborhood

    His eyes are open to the epic grandeur and disillusion
    of our manic condition
    afforded our fragile mortality

    A monk licks blood from strictured cunts



    so moved by stigmata cries
    an infant dies in paradise
    a domino excuse
    everyone loses

    Raise the COVER
    insert the FIRST round of ammunition
    into the feed tray

    She is only sixteen

    From the idiot to the pre-ordained
    we are conditioned from birth
    to assume certain rolls in society

    This is our scatalogical de-evolution

    Place CHEEK lightly against STOCK
    raising MUZZLE with both hands
    a firm and steady pressure
    downward and to the rear

    you fire a burst of six

    Some of us shit in our Easter bonnets

    Another burst of six
    then release the trigger

    In our skulls it is hazy
    we suffer from limited vision

    correct for deflection errors

    fire confirming burst

    She is only sixteen

    the nihilist in hot buttered lust

    The sirens through the trees
    like music to stifled ears
    the scent of magnolias
    with the blissful auras
    of all things divine

    he waits

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    Jeff Filipski

          Born in Buffalo NY. Educated at S.U.N.Y. at Buffalo with a degree in oil painting. Grew up between two steel plants and a toxic waste dump. The only polak in an all Irish neighborhood. Home sweet home. Expected to make steel. Not to think. Never made steel. Still waiting to think. Too much lead in the drinking water. Will wait some more...Currently living happily in Melbourne Florida with a wife and two children...
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